I repeatedly tell my self to not cry. Especially in public. But sometimes I can't help myself. Every one is gonna think I am a baby. Every one is fake. Who can I trust anymore? I'm just acting dramatic they said. I can't control my feelings. No matter how funny our family is. I onstly feel like this is a war. Also I am sorry if I am not helping you. And I am sorry if I am so useless to you but. You weren't and more useful when I let out a tear drop. Telling me I am dramatic isn't going to help any more