Poem # 1 GLOOMY JANUARY

Firework's and wine splashes
New goals and wishes
But I'm still bleeding
Like time's kept on pausing

Gloomy january and misery
I can't let you go, I'm sorry
Fireworks and stars above
Come back home my love

The door is always open
Hoping you'll come again
You don't have to knock
Just come in and come back

I can't hold on any longer
Cuts just got even deeper
Tear's rushing down my cheeks
I think I'm getting sick

You know you caused this pain
But you're the cure to this vain
My love, let's fix this together
I can no longer bare this despair

Poem # 2 PAIN OF FEBRUARY

Flowers and valentine's
Tears and wasted time
Roses and red wine
I'm telling myself I'm fine
But I'm longing for your kiss
Still rooting for your embrace
It's like you're the safest place
Where I could surely rest
I'm so sad this february
I'm down since january
Still dancing with misery
I'm losing my sanity
Please come back to me

Poem # 3 DEATH MARCH

I'm dying like a soldier
Forced to walk in a death march
Barefoot under the burning sun
Facing the punishment
And enduring the torment
After fighting for the one I love

Am I wrong for defending you?
Am I wrong to fight for you?
Why it feels like a death march?
So tiring and hurtful
Can't remember what I fight for
But I'm ready to die for

Chasing you is like a death march
Barefoot under the scorching sun
Plenty of bullets but without gun
For the love of my life's now gone

Poem # 4 APRIL FOOLS

The pain was gone
Do not believe that
I'm still devastated
The truth is
I'm ready to let go
It's foolish to think that
I'm still rooting for you
Hear me out
I no longer think of you
I lied when I said
I still need you

Read it upward⬆️

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