A stupid rainy day.
I heard people putting rain and love together, you know what I mean.
I mean seriously how in the Holy heaven rain can be related to heaven.
Rain is a nightmare, worst nightmare anyone could have.
Well, at least for me though...
And again I forgot to bring umbrella 🤦🏼🤦🏼 yeah that's the reason I'm talking about rain being nightmare.

Have you ever been in a situation where, one day you bring umbrella along with you on a dark cloudy weather but, in a instant the weather changes from a night core cloud to a beautiful sunshine.
But on the other day, everything changes, bright shining sun get tired to his duty and replaces it with horrible rainy cloud just to make your situation worst cause.. That's the day when you didn't thought for carrying your umbrella with you.
Well this happens always I mean ALWAYS with me, each single time and I'm too tired of it. Well curse my life, that's what I can say.

Being all soaked with rain I managed to reach till the bus stop. Not the usual one though. If not being frustrated cause of my whole tiring day, rain was not helping me. I was alone on the stop, seems like all buses have left already? Ooh no no please don't do this... Hell why always me... God..!!!
Road ahead of me was quite with few and few means one or two vehicles passes in 10-15 mins... That quite...
And with the thunder lighting, this situation was not helping me.
I guess I have stuck myself in a worst way...
I thought of calling uber cause I don't have any idea if any bus is going to arrive or no. So I took out my phone from my purse, seen it was dead already, out of charging I mean... Great just great.... Everything is just perfect...! ! Note sarcasm!
Till now, I'm soaked in dirty rainy water in a lonely bus stop with nearly no vehicle passing but on top of it my dead phone.
This situation can't be more worst,right?!

Nothing to do, so I watched around in the bus Stop if I could find any timetable here to find the schedule of buses. And lucky me... I found it not so clear but readable one...
To my surprise, yes a bus will be here in 45 mins from now.. Great it's not that bad to say I have a Ray of hope.
So all I have to do is waiting and more waiting..
As the time passed, I saw a shadow coming walking in my way. If my current situation was not worst than this terrifying shadow was doing a good job in its work. Yes I was trembling in fear.
Cause of heavy rain person walking in this way was not visible, but the shadow of person was like seen a host walking out of TV.
As shadow was getting more closer I became more worried, worried of something bad to be happening.
I closed my eyes tightly as possible not ready to open by any means... Any suddenly my breathing heavy as I heard footsteps walking near me.
I could sense someone is too near me standing just few steps away from where I was sitting..
I would be wrong if I say I was not terrified, hell I was shivering in fear.
But suddently my eyes opened in a blink,when I heared the person standing in front of me.
I looked with a shocking face up to see if I'm correct what I just heared.
Oh my Holly heaven...
It's been years I have seen or heard him. He was standing right in front of me with all glory on his handsome face. How can one be this beautiful I thought, after all this year's he haven't changed a bit, just more masculine and a deep voice. But he's not wearing his old signature specs. He looked cute in those. What a waste... Hell who am I kidding he is look lot more breathable without his specs.
Thank I noticed he was speaking something, no actually he was talking to Me..!! And here I was staring at his Greek God face like a fool.
Oh god.. I'm so embarrassed. I looked down not wanting to face him more cause of my stupidity.
As I looked down in embarrassment, I heard his melodious chuckling.
Now I'm more red than a tomato...god kill me now.
I then getting steady with the situation not get myself more embarrassed, I looked up in his face. I sweet smile appear on my face, seeing him giggling on my embarrassment. He sensed me looking at his face, he stopped laughing. He bent to reach my height as I was sitting, and he spoke, "it's been long and your still same shy girl once I knew in our high school"
Oohh my Holly molly heaven God... He remembered me? I mean how..? I mean we never talk much with each other! Hell we only used to interact during our project together.
Then I look in his eyes, same old bright gray colour that makes me fall deep in that gray ocean.

He sat besides me, he opened his mouth to speak something and he asked when is bus coming here on the stop. Well can't say I was disappointed, well I was OK, I looked in my watch to see now just 30 minutes left till bus arrives.
We set in silence, no one spoke a word, but you could hear my heart beating like a drum inside. I was thinking way to cut this awkward situation by starting a conversation, but whenever I try to speak I lost all my words just by looking at his calm face with a warm smile.
Seeing him like this close after years makes me fall deep again for him.
Oh yeah he was my crush back in high school.
This crush thing is something that you can't express nor can stop it.
I was in my senseless thought when I heard him saying " I heard you left the city after our high school, no contact you just vanished in a thin air"
I was shocked... I looked on this face. He was looking straight, and then looked at me with a certain expression I couldn't describe. Way wavy of emotions was all I'm seeing in his gray eyes.
I lost my words. I was feeling guilty, why I don't know. Looking at him, his looks make more guilty as if I have done something wrong by moving out to city without informing him.
Then as a saw a questioning look on his face, I spoke " yeah, actually dad had to transfer to a different city so I moved out with my parents, we had no time to inform anyone , it was a short notice so.." told him looking straight. He hmmed on my ans.
All of a sudden, he asked my phone no. Saying "as now we met again, don't want you to be out of my reach, now do we?" I was confused I mean who won't be.. We were never friends to begin with and 1st he made me feel guilty for moving without informing him and now he want to be in contact with me, why.
He sensed my confusion and smile again, I'm never going to be used to with is all glory smile. He spoke " I thought you had crush on me back in high school, looking at your shock face I now doubt it".
OK that's it who is he? , how do he knows everything about me so well? Is he a kidnapper or something? And if not then how the hell he knew about my crush on him?
A wavy of shock and confusion raised, but then he continued with chuckling " don't be so shock, it was clear visible on your face whenever we used to talk during our projects, or whenever I used to pass by you" he continued making me all red as tomato " do you really thought I didn't noticed your pink blush whenever we used to talk" OK that enough, was I that visible? I didn't knew that... He took my hand in his, and I was a goner, what is he doing..? He spoke again looking in my eyes deep down making me nervous "I thought you saw same desperation in my eyes. But I was wrong you never saw it. On our graduation I thought to asked you out but all I got to know was u left" he continued looking into my eyes, here now I was shocked with his confession, I really never noted what he was saying. I thought this was just a one sided love all along, oh god I was so wrong. He still looking in my eyes said " I looked out for your number but no one knew about it, I waited for you all this year's and see where we met" .
By his this last one statement both me and him fall in pool of laughter...
We both loved each other till now and waited for each other but just cause of my departure we lost a lot time...
I know my crush on him was as live as his on me...
We for now thought to give it a try to see where we go with the love flow.
And yes we started dating each other.

Still in all shy whenever I look in his eyes and he always smile saying he like me getting all this shy and pink by just his look....
Yes he was my crush from High School and now my love and my life..

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