We all get a little selfish sometimes...right? come on admit it! I know you do too! But some of you are probably already past that selfish side of you and think about others a lot more, I have selfish desires, or-should I say dreams cause I know they'll never come true. Just figments of my imagination. Now this might sound a little weird and silly, but I wish, that I could mind control all people to be happy! No more sadness or depression, I know stupid right. Sometimes a still daydream about it happening. Also I want, I want everyone to just. Be. Normal. picture perfect. But I know that cant happen either so...
I know all these things your probably like "What?! we're humans we all make mistakes" which is true! But my desires still linger around in my head never wanting to go away. I just look at one person and wonder to myself. "Why can't they just be normal." And I know everyone's like "if we all were the same it would be boring nothing new or exciting is going to happen." Yes I know that too, also I do not know what the other person is going through. I don't know why this is the mindset that I have. There are other people around me and I look at them with a disgusted look on my face, I see what they're doing and it just disgusts me. I never told anyone about these wishes thatll never come true but in other words, I guess I wish everyone were like me. Normal fine, happy and not sad. But I know none of these will happen thankfully. everyone cant be Normal everyone can't be the same, not everyone is happy all the time and I have still yet to understand why. Please, I am asking you to not take this the wrong way, If you feel offended then I am truly sorry.


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