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Living For A Higher Purpose
For the longest time I have shied away from diving into this topic but there have been divine experiences that steer one into the path of enlightenment.

What's life like for a "Spiritual Healer"? No one wants to give themselves the title that they know absolutely nothing about. As I grow older, more and more of the "unexplainable" occurrences seem to slap me in the face - sorry to other healers, this is exactly what it feels like to me.

I have based my post on readings from another healer. I have added my own two cents to make sense of her two cents in my life - Haha.
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My entire life, I have realised that I am highly sensitive to energy. Being with others either energises me or drains the very life out of me. When around a sick person or anyone with pain, I tend to feel their emotions and physical ailments as my own (empath).

I am extremely intuitive and can read others very easily. I can feel negativity and catch a negative trait really easily which is why I flinch often. I generally prefer to be neutral but distance myself away very much. I know when someone is genuine to me, to my existence and life, alternatively I know when someone isn't. It's a tough path as I have been burnt often, for someone who likes being the "shoulder" they have never had, it's hard because I get myself tangled up in all sorts of situations that deeply hurt me.

I am indeed a “big picture” thinker (and I do not concern myself too much with the details). If I need to do something, I look at it in the long run which sometimes is hard for others to fathom. A lot of people ask me how I blend in and dive deep into whatever I do, I do it for cause and not applause. It takes a lot of good and bad to become really "awake".

I have gone through bouts of existential depression. I have also indeed felt chronic-like depression for the longest time. I have had questions of "Who am I?", "Why am I here?", through most of my early years - that's actually normal for everyone.

Overall, I actually enjoy feeling sadness because it puts a lot of appreciation in perspective. It's a very negative trait of mine but I feel, I am getting over my traumas however, I do feel that happiness to me has always ever been shortlived. I do feel that sadness holds a lot of beauty. I do need to work on the scales of sadness and happiness and find a balance between both.

I have felt like an outcast for most of my life. I could blend in well, however I think differently from others. In my early teen years I held the aura of a "shapeshifter", If I was in bad company then I would become...