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His Version vs. Her Version
She can't start over with someone else, because he will buy her food, expecting her to eat it, not knowing she is way too picky. He won't appreciate the way she mumbles, he will just ask her to speak up, he wont think the baseline between her neck and face is beautiful, he'll see the many knots in her hair and think, my god thats a mess, but ai think, My god she's perfect. he'll notice that she wears the same few t-shirts over and over. and probably pick on her for it, but i love it. i love the smell, i love her, I don't want his lips where mine used to go, i don't wamt his hands where mine are supposed to be. I don't want him to hear her god awful singing that i completely adore or get to hear her hood playlist and hear her rap every song. I don't want him to see her at 11 am when she's all natural and bright eyed and bushy tailed, he won't know where her scars came from, or why she flinches every time someone moves toward her, i don't want him to notice the way she's always smiling even when she meeds to break down, she's so strong. I don't want him wiping the food off the corners of her mouth every time they go out to eat. I know I mess up and don't treat her how im supposed to but I can't see her move on and let someone else treat her better, I can't let anyone know her the way i do. thats my girl. and thats my person.
She can start over with someone else, because he will buy her food, expecting her to eat it, not knowing she is way too picky, but he'll learn how picky she is. Instead of asking her to speak uo when she mumbles, he will learn to listen closely. he'll grow to love the baseline between her neck and face. He'll see the many knots in her hair, and ask if he can play with it, and think my god she's perfect. He'll notice that she wears the same t-shirts over and over, and will love they are his. She'll want his lips on hers, and his hands on her hips. He'll join in her god awful singing and tell her she's beautiful as they rap to her hood playlist. He'll adore her at 11 am when she's bright eyes and bushy tailed, and at 3am when her words fail her. He'll ask about her scars and she will willinging tell her tales. He'll know she flinches because she was once wronged by someone she gave her too, she will have a wall that he will climb so high to understand her heart. He'll notice her smiles are not for the faint of the heart, and when she locks herself up in her bathroom he'll know she just needs a moment for her smile to return. He'll learn just how strong she is. He'll wipe the food from the corners of her mouth when they go out to eat and love looking into her eyes as he does so. She knows someone else messed up, and didn't treat her the way he was supposed to, but just because he can't see her move on and be treated better, she deserves to move on and be treated better. She'll allow, at some point, someone else to know her inside and out, and he'll treat her how she is supposed and how she deserves to be treated.
She can start over with someone else, because he will buy her food, expecting her to eat it, not knowing she is way too picky, but he'll learn how picky she is. Instead of asking her to speak uo when she mumbles, he will learn to listen closely. he'll grow to love the baseline between her neck and face. He'll see the many knots in her hair, and ask if he can play with it, and think my god she's perfect. He'll notice that she wears the same t-shirts over and over, and will love they are his. She'll want his lips on hers, and his hands on her hips. He'll join in her god awful singing and tell her she's beautiful as they rap to her hood playlist. He'll adore her at 11 am when she's bright eyes and bushy tailed, and at 3am when her words fail her. He'll ask about her scars and she will willinging tell her tales. He'll know she flinches because she was once wronged by someone she gave her too, she will have a wall that he will climb so high to understand her heart. He'll notice her smiles are not for the faint of the heart, and when she locks herself up in her bathroom he'll know she just needs a moment for her smile to return. He'll learn just how strong she is. He'll wipe the food from the corners of her mouth when they go out to eat and love looking into her eyes as he does so. She knows someone else messed up, and didn't treat her the way he was supposed to, but just because he can't see her move on and be treated better, she deserves to move on and be treated better. She'll allow, at some point, someone else to know her inside and out, and he'll treat her how she is supposed and how she deserves to be treated.
