To Estella

It should have began when you were born. To open your eyes before me and let me be the first face you see, then maybe I would have been engraved in your mind and you would look for me all your life until you find me but such is but a dream and wishful thinking.
I fell in love with you the minute I met you but for you... it was never the case. I have watched you fall in love so many times in your life and getting your heart broken by undeserving men many times with a hope that one day, one day it would be me but that day never came. what I only got from you was a loud laugh when I confessed my feelings for you, a push on my face when I tried to steal kiss from you and a waving off my hand when I tried to touch your silky face... to you it was funny but to me a long painful death...
you will never understand my frustrations because for you I was just a school friend who had a silly crush on a popular girl in class but what you do not know , what...