Sometimes I feel.. how positive I was towards my life.....
now the situation is.. no one wants to talk to me..the condition is I feel peace, light-hearted..when I write because there is no one to whom I share my feelings...
This is the reward of loving someone more than myself....reward of loosing all my self-respect...reward of giving someone value more than anyone..
I feel .. just like a failure...who is not able to do anything properly...either it is love or care or duties of survival. I can't give anyone happiness.

but one day everything will be fine...and the person who made me like this will see...