Its good Friday yay !
its supposed to be reflection on what Jesus went through and did for me ,How He suffered and was beaten all for me ! All for me !
But here I am ,I can't even understand the times I felt happy or joyous ,I am tired , I am weak ,I am down ,I cant deal !
I just want to lie down and be numb without disturbance or just hear the voices of people without actually listening ,just to drown out my own thoughts ...I'm really tired but I'm grateful as well , Grateful to Jesus !
Thank you Jesus ! We are so grateful and beyond my pain ,fatigue and lack of enthusiasm , I'm grateful .Insulted ,Spat on ,ridiculed ,yet you went through with it ...I can't thank you enough

How terrible our lives would be If He didn't die for us ..
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