I meet this person I thought needed someone he was always in bed sleeping and seemed depressed I thought I could help cheer him up so I tried to get to know him , I had just gotten out of a strong relationship that turn out going bad . we had it all house cat dog cars and the white picket fence and CRAZY it was 1 block away from my old house so I thought I was strong enough to bring the man out of his depression only to be drug in to a life of hell pure evil hell . I was not at first his words did affect me but as time went buy they starting to sting and hurt and the closer I got the more it really hurt .I tryed everything I could do to please him until it was all bad.
the words the head games were all to much to bare.
at first it was exciting and he had me move in . I was living in my friends basement and ended up getting pneumonia so staying where I was would only make me sicker.
so I moved in 15 day after I moved in he through me out had his mom and kids and cops come to get me out but made sure I could not go back to where I was staying , I told him not to take some stuff that my friend that didn't have alot of money went out and got for her basement apt that really needed slot of fixing up for someone to live in . and I owed her money . so I had no where to go I'm not from the state I lived in and knew no one . his chicken S#$% A#$ went to the bar with his friend when this happened to me so the lady in the house help me find a place to stay. but I still missed him like crazy year went by and I though it would be ok so I went over to see him I could feel him drawing me to him so needless to say i went back and it was worse then ever it took 2 days to make me cry and once again i had no where to go i didn't even know where to start looking or how he didn't even try to help me i should of known right then He was not a man he had no care or concern of my well being i should of left him alone , he will never care or love anyone but himself he can't even help himself . he sucks the life out of you and leaves you broken and abandoned and alone since everyone I meet were his friends and family . and he put me down to them all to make sure they all hated me .
I tryed to stay away but missed him .but not 1 time did he care where I was or even come to see if I was ok like someone that loved or care about you would 6 years have gone buy and nothing buy hurt, it gets more and more pain full .
will I ever learn he is no good for me.
let someone else take it on why do I care so much to let myself be treated like this ?