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Worth It
When it's all cherries and blossoms, it's going smooth, and you love it just the way it is. From their tiniest to greatest flaw, you still adore it. No matter how messy they look, you still love it. When they act like kids, love you childishly, to when they get naughty, you enjoy every bit of their nature and soul. It's them! In real! This is what they are! They make you a better person.
Then a little bump arises. And it all goes down. They tell you things you thought they never would. They shut you off. They just decide to go. You tell them its gonna be okay. It will take time but it will get better and best. But they cut you off, they just leave, they say "it's over", now you can't do anymore cribbing with them, you can't compel them. It's actually over now. Then comes the phase of your life when you feel shattered, destroyed and completely out of focus, you can not decide what to do next, or whom to go to, whom to trust now. You trusted them and they broke you. You start hating your own self, when earlier you were self obsessed. You hate everything and everyone. You make youself distant, from every single being. You go suicidal but yet your inner true self is still attached to you. Well, with time, you get over the situation, you start talking to new people, not to find any romance but to just try to be yourself again. It feels nice but still you find yourself alone. Now you have no one who understands you. You've lost one and only human you trusted entirely. But it's okay now, you are learning to deal with pain. You are seeing beauty of pain, because that's who you really are. You did saw beauty in flaws of the only person you loved the most. You still see beauty in every wreck.
Your soul doesn't lets the true you die so easy. Everyday you grab your coffee and get yourself ready to face the world, where no one is true to you, but you. Somehow you come across this individual who claims to love you. They are not the one you lost. They are the being of their words, they want to convince you that they love you and will never leave you. But you are at a point where everything is messed up. You can't decide anything. What you are doing is actually going with the flow. Everyday the coffee in you veins is telling you to shut it all off, cut the outer world, and do what is good in the eyes of people. You say that you don't care but deep inside you actually care what others think of you, when earlier you were the one who didn't gave a damn to people, you used to do what you love but keeping in mind what you've gone through, this feeling of pleasing people is somehow acceptable. This is all because you lost your everything, everything to that person. Now what? Compiling the scenario, you lost your one true love to whatever the silly reason, you get suicidal but somehow overcome that, but you still hate yourself for who you are and for that you couldn't make them stay, and now you have a person who claims that they love you. What you gonna do? Will you give it a try?
Take a leap, a big leap and jump over to rebuild yourself. Decide that you have to make you YOU again and you will be going to accept everything which shows the possibility to make you a better person. Take this leap of faith. It will lead you to unknown beauties of the world. It will be going to give you immense care, support, and most importantly loyalty. Love and honesty comes following it. Adding to the statement, you will be happy again, like you were never broken!
Then a little bump arises. And it all goes down. They tell you things you thought they never would. They shut you off. They just decide to go. You tell them its gonna be okay. It will take time but it will get better and best. But they cut you off, they just leave, they say "it's over", now you can't do anymore cribbing with them, you can't compel them. It's actually over now. Then comes the phase of your life when you feel shattered, destroyed and completely out of focus, you can not decide what to do next, or whom to go to, whom to trust now. You trusted them and they broke you. You start hating your own self, when earlier you were self obsessed. You hate everything and everyone. You make youself distant, from every single being. You go suicidal but yet your inner true self is still attached to you. Well, with time, you get over the situation, you start talking to new people, not to find any romance but to just try to be yourself again. It feels nice but still you find yourself alone. Now you have no one who understands you. You've lost one and only human you trusted entirely. But it's okay now, you are learning to deal with pain. You are seeing beauty of pain, because that's who you really are. You did saw beauty in flaws of the only person you loved the most. You still see beauty in every wreck.
Your soul doesn't lets the true you die so easy. Everyday you grab your coffee and get yourself ready to face the world, where no one is true to you, but you. Somehow you come across this individual who claims to love you. They are not the one you lost. They are the being of their words, they want to convince you that they love you and will never leave you. But you are at a point where everything is messed up. You can't decide anything. What you are doing is actually going with the flow. Everyday the coffee in you veins is telling you to shut it all off, cut the outer world, and do what is good in the eyes of people. You say that you don't care but deep inside you actually care what others think of you, when earlier you were the one who didn't gave a damn to people, you used to do what you love but keeping in mind what you've gone through, this feeling of pleasing people is somehow acceptable. This is all because you lost your everything, everything to that person. Now what? Compiling the scenario, you lost your one true love to whatever the silly reason, you get suicidal but somehow overcome that, but you still hate yourself for who you are and for that you couldn't make them stay, and now you have a person who claims that they love you. What you gonna do? Will you give it a try?
Take a leap, a big leap and jump over to rebuild yourself. Decide that you have to make you YOU again and you will be going to accept everything which shows the possibility to make you a better person. Take this leap of faith. It will lead you to unknown beauties of the world. It will be going to give you immense care, support, and most importantly loyalty. Love and honesty comes following it. Adding to the statement, you will be happy again, like you were never broken!
