~~~~the first day~~~~

I keept on sending massages but lilly never responded I didn't know what to do the scratching and screaming only made it worse it felt like .....it felt like i was being punished and for the first time I remembered my parents ascendant .... I know it's my fault....I know .....if only I didn't act like a brat ..if I wasn't that selfish ...they might be still a life I know my dad would have saved me and lilly my mom will probably hugs us and make as feel safe......but they can't because of me .my family was not that rich we only had a house and a music studio that my dad owns he was so in love with music he kept humming song's all day long my mom was working at a flower shop the money they made wasn't much but they never complained ...it was a good life on my tenths birthday all my friends had this game boy I wanted one so bad I was hoping my parents would get me One but after I opened my last present it was a scarf I started crying they didn't understand why .I...