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Abditory (Diary)
6 th September 2021, Monday.
I joined the new art university. I was filled with excitement in the beginning but now it's a burden. The students in my class are very talented and I am a below-average student when it comes to paintings and sketching. I joined this university to learn but it's more like competition to me. I am alone in one side while my rivals are already an artist. I feel left out or I am making myself feel like that when nobody even cares. However, it's a human tendency to feel lonely, no matter even when the whole world wants you to be happy.
The life after teen will be more terrifying. The unfortunate incidents, the painful experiences, the personal problems, the fear of failure is haunting me already.
I wonder how long I will be in here cause I am tired and in agony. It seems to be never-ending.
I wish for better days. Like a wise man said, "every day is the new beginning."
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I joined the new art university. I was filled with excitement in the beginning but now it's a burden. The students in my class are very talented and I am a below-average student when it comes to paintings and sketching. I joined this university to learn but it's more like competition to me. I am alone in one side while my rivals are already an artist. I feel left out or I am making myself feel like that when nobody even cares. However, it's a human tendency to feel lonely, no matter even when the whole world wants you to be happy.
The life after teen will be more terrifying. The unfortunate incidents, the painful experiences, the personal problems, the fear of failure is haunting me already.
I wonder how long I will be in here cause I am tired and in agony. It seems to be never-ending.
I wish for better days. Like a wise man said, "every day is the new beginning."
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