("If you are having a bad day than please share your feelings with someone you trust but if you have noone right now than share your feelings in the comments I will listen to you❤️‍🩹, I hope you find happiness and joy, I hope this relates to you")


I tried to smile every single day, tried my best to wake up happy everyday thought everything ganna change from tomorrow but every step I take feel like I am standing on needles and pins with sharp edges, you tell me to be strong but how much more do I have to be strong before I cry, how much more do I have to cry to say I am miserable.

This feeling of great pain don't seem to shed anymore, I don't know what's right anymore, I wanted to be happy was that too much to ask, I guess I had forgot loyalty had a price to pay, was trusting you was a mistake, you tell me nothing will happen so relax but how? there's something I feel in my heart I can't understand?

I will happily hug death if death would approach me, am I a thing to play with? you tell me it's a joke but I would just be sad forever than to listen to your jokes, did you just want me for fame and now abandoning me for the same reason? you forgot about me but you can remember to care for someone else and it's not that you have gave some else your love that I deserved but that the hurt my heart had to face because of you,

You used to be my guideing light, my
sister/brother my bestfriend I ever had and now I am unable to find you anywhere so I don't also want to get up anymore, not even a little hope is left inside me,

crying every night cause for drama, It feels like my life turned into a game and I am not the main character, I am losing the colours around me, it's like everything has gone black! I feel like I am dieing but, it's not the question the question is would you help me if I was ??!