why does everyone have to pretend to be someone else in their social media or outside world, showing off like thay have everything and everyone. According to my IG followers I'm just the happiest guy but I know what I go through everyday and having people who use me or just leave. I don't sleep I mean I can't I cry every night sometimes I don't even know why. I have a lot of friends but not a single one close uk to tell how I feel or how my day went or anything. someone to go to or someone who would say it's going to alright and actually be there for you. Everyone is for themselves right? . Someone comes in your life like magic and makes you believe they are the right person and they get bored of you and leave breaking everything you believed. If anyone has someone special hold them tight. don't let go.