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A moment!! (chapter-3)
Moving out of my thoughts ,i finished my coffee ,paid the bills and
rushed to my class.
"Where were you?" pratiksha asked me , my best friend since the first day of my college life, now we both were doing Mtech in chemical engineering. I explained her for being late.
"Good morning professor" rest class greeted looking at them i also stood up. Then we all sat together.
Professor started teaching , and pratiksha was saying something in between , but once again i didn't know what she was talking because i was talking to my own thoughts, realising a pinch of pain i could feel in my heart, asking me do i have right on this pain or not?.
Lecture ended we all rushed to canteen there i shared pratiksha about today's incident.
"Once again i am telling you why don't you talk to him,just casually" pratiksha said holding my hands , understanding my pain.
I had nothing to say because every emotion of mine had no shape to make anyone understand me.
The day finished and i finishing my dinner went to my bed.I could feel the weight of all my emotions with a confusion ,do i have right on this pain?
While listening old songs i put out my old diaries,while turning the pages i could sence those essence of onesided emotions once again.I was familiar with this old smell of past.
"22May-2005"i was finding this date in my dairy, got the same with my fast heartbeat .
The very first day i listened his voice ,we all were heading to lecture hall for our freshers introduction.
"Welcomed you all 2005 batch,this is Sameer chaudhri ,the event organiser " That voice again played stringes of my heart,i never felt before , this strange emotion i heard about it in movies but was actually feeling it that day. For the whole time i was diving in the ocean of his voice,his expressions,his eyes. The programme ended.
"hey let's go now,today there will not be any classess anymore" Pratiksha said in rushing voice,she had to go to washroom.
She went to washroom ,i was waiting outside standing infront of mirror noticing me first time the way i never noticed me,comparing me with his standards , thinking of wearing earings .These all were very new and strange emotions which made a place inside me.
So finally comming out of washroom and heading towards exit gate my eyes were in search of him.I didn't see him at the same time i felt the pain of no shape but pinching me.
"Is this called crush or i am simply becoming a heroin of no one's movie". Thinking about this thought of mine at that time, i felt tears on my cheeks.
© sakshi jha🌼🍁
rushed to my class.
"Where were you?" pratiksha asked me , my best friend since the first day of my college life, now we both were doing Mtech in chemical engineering. I explained her for being late.
"Good morning professor" rest class greeted looking at them i also stood up. Then we all sat together.
Professor started teaching , and pratiksha was saying something in between , but once again i didn't know what she was talking because i was talking to my own thoughts, realising a pinch of pain i could feel in my heart, asking me do i have right on this pain or not?.
Lecture ended we all rushed to canteen there i shared pratiksha about today's incident.
"Once again i am telling you why don't you talk to him,just casually" pratiksha said holding my hands , understanding my pain.
I had nothing to say because every emotion of mine had no shape to make anyone understand me.
The day finished and i finishing my dinner went to my bed.I could feel the weight of all my emotions with a confusion ,do i have right on this pain?
While listening old songs i put out my old diaries,while turning the pages i could sence those essence of onesided emotions once again.I was familiar with this old smell of past.
"22May-2005"i was finding this date in my dairy, got the same with my fast heartbeat .
The very first day i listened his voice ,we all were heading to lecture hall for our freshers introduction.
"Welcomed you all 2005 batch,this is Sameer chaudhri ,the event organiser " That voice again played stringes of my heart,i never felt before , this strange emotion i heard about it in movies but was actually feeling it that day. For the whole time i was diving in the ocean of his voice,his expressions,his eyes. The programme ended.
"hey let's go now,today there will not be any classess anymore" Pratiksha said in rushing voice,she had to go to washroom.
She went to washroom ,i was waiting outside standing infront of mirror noticing me first time the way i never noticed me,comparing me with his standards , thinking of wearing earings .These all were very new and strange emotions which made a place inside me.
So finally comming out of washroom and heading towards exit gate my eyes were in search of him.I didn't see him at the same time i felt the pain of no shape but pinching me.
"Is this called crush or i am simply becoming a heroin of no one's movie". Thinking about this thought of mine at that time, i felt tears on my cheeks.
© sakshi jha🌼🍁
