It's funny, perception.
You see me for what I cannot be .
Never listening or seeing the real me.
I'm your scapegoat so you can be perfect,blame me to keep yourself clean.
The things I hear are nonsense yet they believe them as if it's set in stone.
How can you tell me who I am?
How can you say I'm insane when it was your schools,churches and asylums that made me this way?

The professionals I was sent to see did nothing but create a zombie,pushing pills into my throat like a conveyor belt.
Catatonic,psychotic, schizophrenic, bipolar, suffering from psychosis and brain damage.
Slapping labels on me when it's the drugs they fed me.
My brain can't be that damaged to see these labels are all similar things.

You wouldn't say the wet water swam in the sea,that's a nonsensical sentence saying nothing.
Your labels mean nothing but a paycheck and job security.
Trying to rip out my spine when it's fine,using billions as Guinea pigs to save dimes.
The best drugs they recommend happen to be experimental and free,free meaning they don't pay but you do with the tests they run on you.
No matter the wound they put the same band-aid over it.

Bipolar? Seroquel, schizophrenic? Seroquel,Can't sleep? Seroquel
must be a miracle,so why does it have so many side effects that are the exact symptoms of the "illnesses" you diagnose?
Depression,the medication numbs the dopamine and endorphins so you can't feel good.
Insomnia,the medication is made to keep you alert so intrusive thoughts don't invade your mind.
I could go on but this sums it up,if you give a healthy person medicine they don't need you didn't fix the problem,you created them.
If the worst thing you can do to an innocent man is accuse him,why would you give someone medicine if they aren't sick.

I tried to warn you of the things that they taught you were fantasy,for my concern I was condemned.
Fed me the pills to take away my senses, Increased the dosages past the legal limit but still I walk even if it's like I'm wearing boots of lead when I lift my bare feet.
I no longer think from your medicated lobotomy.
Lost so much time.
My days were seconds and before I knew it two years went by in the blink of my sunken eyes.
Then you decide to lock me in a cage because despite your best efforts I was still able to say the things that make you afraid.......but I escaped.

You took my brain,but not my soul.
I could thank you for doing me a favor,you killed the me that used to be. The one the world brainwashed to be another clone lost in an ocean of brain dead and wasted faces.
Now I see clearly, There was never anything wrong with me,it was You all along,All of you.
Believing the world was as small as you were taught,passing that to your kids,grandkids and their grandkids.
When anyone with a different ideology came along you torment them.They had evidence of what you feared so rather than accept the information and adapt you killed them without evidence like the hypocritical cowards you've always been.

When you listen to fools the mob rules.
The pack mentality , eliminate the different, strange,or unique out of fear ,fear of the unknown.
Well you can only gamble so long till your luck runs out.
You can't close your eyes forever,if you do they will stay closed forever.
With Closed eyes you wont see the beast in the trees.
It slithers like a snake even though it has legs and fur ,with more teeth than two fangs per mandible.
You'll sit there, ignoring everything but what you have conjured in this fake world of safety.
Your personal safe haven of happiness, rainbows and NO negativity.
The beast, on the other hand will be happy to feast.

Sweet Dreams.
- KAIN




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