If I wasn't suffering some sort of PTSD from other events in my earlier life such as the shuttle explosion and other media mind fucks I'm sure I witnessed, after leaving that house on irisdale I realize, I had picked up a certifiable case I got my s*** from prior stress , trauma and sheer disorder .I must make this clear I was raised around crime and criminals and disorder but this …my friend, was a whole nother monster all the most stressful, traumatic ,disorderly criminals ,and in case you hadn't guessed it they are all drinkin injesting drugs and always fighting in this m***********… hold on Austin… take a deep breath as I was told to do by the doctor and remember you are not there anymore.. yeah but I'm pretty sure our unwritten rules of that household was if it's legal don't f****** do it here… in the short amount of time I was there I mean I got beat with guns, Forced substance,s I became a part of this ebbing yet constant cycle of catastrophic calamities seldomly rivaled by mother nature herself ! It would only be when the military/government admitted 2 owning the weather by 2020 before she would rival anything quite this calamitous on a regular basis …… that's a whole another chapter but I digress
… post-traumatic stress however yeah I caught that at a early age and I can't help but notice that the only constant in these traumatic situations is the government U see they force me a kid of addicts, in an already druggi environment of which memories of my first withdrawal symptoms still hold fast because I didn't even know what they were so much that I would seek to comfort in the...