That awkward feeling, when you do the stuff which you were not supposed to do and at one point it makes you feel like a naive person. Maybe at that moment you feel pleasing about the scene. But right after that fine moment, all you feel is "what the *uh-huh* was I even doing?". You get a blind chance to choose what you literally want to do and it is left behind as 'blind' till you have second thoughts about what you were doing. Having that...