I made food for him, he didnt find any taste in it. Although he didnt had any real tastebuds in his toung and showing fake fever but he could say my food was tasty. He doesn't said it. Because he just says always like this in don't get theme.

I know he is dead inside, feels no love, peace in all possible way. Whatever I give is always less. And now iam tired of trying on him.

With no sense he always care his aircondition what he newly brought from the shop. And also somehow he damaged it while operating with no manners written in the booklet with it.

It is just a show piece now , what he care most of the time just to show others that he uses air condition. Well, it was a funny topic but seeing him stay like this here in earth with no beautiful mind and surroundings makes me feel bad too.

He is facing quite hard life when passing through the weakness in old age. And after some years he is supposing to go to heaven and then fly there like a free bird with all his wings and nice chariots, with everything beautiful there with no cursed old age body.

But the fact with me is that i understand that he was just for paying the bills. Not for caring beauty, this or that. He just cannot do that. He is not a powerful spirit like God to control all things nicely.
He is the man who got so many issues. And i chooses God. Because after understanding both I find God is great.

And about him- should I support and let him enjoy all his foolish minds in earth?




© 🌸Trisha Acharya🌼💕