Once there was a young girl, blonde and bright. She spent hours with friends, laughed and partied. She of course met a guy, and before long there were little feet kicking her inside. Unfortunately the relationship had ended, long before she knew. She did her best to include him, he just couldn't be bothered. He had a daughter with an new mother and our son was forgotten. While being in pain with a mouth to feed, I turned to someone I thought I could trust. He was tall and handsome and strong. just as he once was, a long time ago when we first met. Hard to believe 15 years had passed. We hung out like it was yesterday, you had your issues but all I wanted was to feel love. I couldn't see what my worth was, and I thought you saw it, you said you did. But then again, I was the one having to prove it. You made me jump through hoop just to say we were a couple, a whole month long anniversary because of it. You do well with my son and treat him like your own. I didn't really see that it was all just an act. soon I became sick and turned to you. Anxiety and panic attacks had me crazy. I ended up having to go off work. Your only comment.... make sure your still bringing in your paycheck.... so as told, I did what you asked... listened to you and trusted you'd be there to help me. Fast forward 5 years we have moved to a new city. at first it was lovely. Then I see the emails of you trying to cheat... I show you and freak. You tell me what I need to hear so I shut up, make it my fault demand an apology. I'm still sick and your always angry. Shortly after I find out I'm pregnant. You change almost instantly, like night day. your caring and sweet and hold my purse when I need to pee. Then our son comes, you chose his name. Suddenly I'm the only one who gets up, we had an agreement how things...