“I just don’t know”, words came out from someone’s mouth with a voice sounded hopeless. Like there is no tomorrow to look up to and a brighter side to believe in.

“I just don’t know – anymore..”, voicing out the gripped of confusions that has been kept that long where you could feel and imagine through its voice how long it was – hidden and endured.

Pain that became a version of a dangerous feeling of – cannot feel anything anymore.

A sudden feeling that colonizes the entire cities’ of thoughts inside the country of mind and trying to conquer the side places’ of heart.

Once a conqueror that made the whole body wrapped by fear and after living that long under its bean, it made the soil of emotion got used to it,

And bloomed into someone who does not fear and feel – anymore.

This is not just about feeling empty but instead the understanding of how the emptiness became – a ‘being’ of many lives.

by rý @ryteryellowbook2001


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