An incomplete letter,
That he didn't want to complete...
Although had started with lots of emotions of heartfelt moments!
The moments where he had missed his love,
and so deeply that,
She was there in his pain as memories all around !

After writing it almost,
he looked at God,
and asked...
Why should, whom should I write it now,
If you can't see,
Can't feel,
Can't understand!
Why should I go to anyone else,
After I followed you in my heart ?
If you can't fix something,
and if this is what I have earned in your love,
Let it be ...

Now because I am yours,
then why not my pain ?
If you can't hear...
Why would I speak anymore anything?

In the middle of the night,
he erased everything he wrote,
in pain, in love ...
he slept on the arm chair...

After sometime when he got up,
He looked around for that letter,
It was no where...
and he had forgotten how he had erased it all together...
He felt may be in dreams he was missing her,
In real it's not possible anymore,
He is happy being in love with God... !

He realized with few minutes much changes
His heart has gone through,
a complaining crying heart is again blossoming...
He looked around,
it was smelling like Sandalwood...
He found the proof of Hari's presence,
With a Peacock feather around...

He started singing...

"Mor mukut bala Chaliya he bada,
Uss chaliye ne dil Liya he Mera...
Muskuniya pe usske Dil baar me gaya,
Wo Nand lala milne mujhse ala..."

"The blue ocean with Peacock feather in his crown is very loving,
I am in love with him,
His smile took away my heart forever...
Thank you for coming over to see me..."

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