For the first time I felt like something is really worng I need to do many things all of a sudden as quick as I can as many as possible I want spend time with everyone I want to express my feelings to the one I want too I'm not foolish but I felt like that will be my last chance but aslo I'm afraid I know there will be no matter of success or failure but I don't want to regret in my last moment I want to forgive and get all of them back I want to apologise I want to thank I want to say I love you I want to say I hate you I want to travel I want to enjoy every cusine I want to experience everyone's schedule time and job and their life I know my time to shot but I want to...