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I'm sorry
Nazreen saw him after three years suddenly at mall, when her eyes met with Navneet a little hesitation shown in his face. They were apart three years ago and the reason for their separation was Navneet betrayed her but clearing all the hesitation she went towards Navneet and said
"Hi how are you?". Nazreen ask him with casual smile. "It's been three year, I haven't saw you".
"Fine.." said Navneet with little bit hesitation and trolling his eyes here and there.
"Don't feel awkward, you can talk with me like we used to be" said Nazreen.
"No no it's not like that" he said.
"Let's go somewhere and I also have to apologise you too for my harsh words you know" Nazreen smile while saying.
They went to the near coffee shop and order two cup of coffee. Nazreen started to talk in a calm voice, "Look I'm so sorry that time whatever I had said three years ago, I feel that it's bit harsh word I used to you, I had send you many messages like psycho person right" she laughed " and I had send those messages only because you didn't pick up my call that's why. I was literally devastated that time, I was literally struggling to breathe every second" she just smile and said " sorry for that harsh words".
Navneet with cluttering expression" that was an old stuff let's not talk about that" with awkwardness in his face he try to hide his discomfort with the sip of coffee and deep in his heart that he knows he is guilty whatever he had done to Nazreen.
"No no let me complete it" she said in a little bit high pitch. " You are not wrong because I was the only one who dreamed about our future I was the one who took our relation wrongly may be... You never said " I love you" to me but you said that " you can't live without meeting with your love ones" and you always asked me to meet you at once in a day and for that I thought that I'm the one whom you loved but I was wrong, I'm not the one" she smile. " You never said "I care for you" to me but you used to said that "if any thing happened, if you need any help I'll be always there for you" and again I took it wrongly that you care for me, and I thought that I was the only one to whom you'll be available always. You used to call me babe and I thought that I'm the only one who deserves that word from you, I was again wrong may be I was not only in your life to whom you called baby, so I was wrong I dreamed, I created my own world with you but you were never be there, here again I mistook all the things wrongly.... Now I understood what types of relations you want to keep with me and I was completely failed in that. You used to said that" let's not get married you and me, just stay like this" I thought that time may be you don't want to take a burden of marriage so I decided that time if without getting married I can be with you in my whole life I'll accept that but I was wrong because I never know that you had already chosen her as your life partner". " You were ever never be there with me but I dreamed of you and me together may be I crossed my limit sorry for that" with a tired voice with smile she said
" you were never there for me". But deep inside her heart now she is healing step by step with all those word which she is telling to Navneet and her each and every word is work like a stitches on her broken heart, she feel herself that she is healing from inside. " You used call me every night and I turn your voice into my habits but I never thought that actually I was just a casual friend to you. You said that you want go in somewhere in a silent place with me to have a fresh air because you were disturb and I thought that you just want to be with me but I was wrong.... You only want not to be alone that time but again I mistook you. So see I was never there for you any where but all I took it mistakenly, sorry for that and that's all I want to say to you". She smiled with the bright eyes.
"Now you and me let's be strangers from now onwards, from here I don't know who you are and you also don't know me"
she keep smiling by saying all this, " thank you" she stand up and started to walk away from Navneet, he is left there sitting like statue no words he just keep staring the back of Nazreen, slowly she disappear in that crowds.
"Hi how are you?". Nazreen ask him with casual smile. "It's been three year, I haven't saw you".
"Fine.." said Navneet with little bit hesitation and trolling his eyes here and there.
"Don't feel awkward, you can talk with me like we used to be" said Nazreen.
"No no it's not like that" he said.
"Let's go somewhere and I also have to apologise you too for my harsh words you know" Nazreen smile while saying.
They went to the near coffee shop and order two cup of coffee. Nazreen started to talk in a calm voice, "Look I'm so sorry that time whatever I had said three years ago, I feel that it's bit harsh word I used to you, I had send you many messages like psycho person right" she laughed " and I had send those messages only because you didn't pick up my call that's why. I was literally devastated that time, I was literally struggling to breathe every second" she just smile and said " sorry for that harsh words".
Navneet with cluttering expression" that was an old stuff let's not talk about that" with awkwardness in his face he try to hide his discomfort with the sip of coffee and deep in his heart that he knows he is guilty whatever he had done to Nazreen.
"No no let me complete it" she said in a little bit high pitch. " You are not wrong because I was the only one who dreamed about our future I was the one who took our relation wrongly may be... You never said " I love you" to me but you said that " you can't live without meeting with your love ones" and you always asked me to meet you at once in a day and for that I thought that I'm the one whom you loved but I was wrong, I'm not the one" she smile. " You never said "I care for you" to me but you used to said that "if any thing happened, if you need any help I'll be always there for you" and again I took it wrongly that you care for me, and I thought that I was the only one to whom you'll be available always. You used to call me babe and I thought that I'm the only one who deserves that word from you, I was again wrong may be I was not only in your life to whom you called baby, so I was wrong I dreamed, I created my own world with you but you were never be there, here again I mistook all the things wrongly.... Now I understood what types of relations you want to keep with me and I was completely failed in that. You used to said that" let's not get married you and me, just stay like this" I thought that time may be you don't want to take a burden of marriage so I decided that time if without getting married I can be with you in my whole life I'll accept that but I was wrong because I never know that you had already chosen her as your life partner". " You were ever never be there with me but I dreamed of you and me together may be I crossed my limit sorry for that" with a tired voice with smile she said
" you were never there for me". But deep inside her heart now she is healing step by step with all those word which she is telling to Navneet and her each and every word is work like a stitches on her broken heart, she feel herself that she is healing from inside. " You used call me every night and I turn your voice into my habits but I never thought that actually I was just a casual friend to you. You said that you want go in somewhere in a silent place with me to have a fresh air because you were disturb and I thought that you just want to be with me but I was wrong.... You only want not to be alone that time but again I mistook you. So see I was never there for you any where but all I took it mistakenly, sorry for that and that's all I want to say to you". She smiled with the bright eyes.
"Now you and me let's be strangers from now onwards, from here I don't know who you are and you also don't know me"
she keep smiling by saying all this, " thank you" she stand up and started to walk away from Navneet, he is left there sitting like statue no words he just keep staring the back of Nazreen, slowly she disappear in that crowds.
