So, where should I begin, honesty I shouldn't but I can not also not write about it. I think everything I love and had ever loved is leaving me and is going to leave me, it's as if this is the endgame and a part of my life is dying.

My best friend of years is now just a friend, the person I used to talk with for hours, I can't even talk with her for more than a minute. We don't have anything to say to each other except sweet nothings. It is 11.40 right now and all my friends are a call away and still they aren't. This feeling that everything we love at the moment will go away, and you can not help but watch it go away...hoping for them to stay...but they...