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Love? The misery!
~I remember and I Still Remember.
It was after winter vacation when school resumed. Never, was I so very excited to go to school. Infact I made sure I arrive early, and leave last. I used to wait by the gate, so I could have a chance to see him. I was well surrounded by my few friends who knew nothing. I kept my feelings all to me. He had absolutely no idea that my eyes always followed him around. I kept it real clean.
How do I approach my senior?
Who could lead me?
I asked God if he would do the honour.
And yes, he did. He gave me a path.
Luckily I made a friend, who had a sister in the same class as his. And I approached that sister. I started to be around her, greet her, smile at her, sat next to her, and so as the days passed by, she became good friend of mine. She was really beautiful and so sweet, I was blessed to have met her. And slowly I started to know her friends who also knew me eventually. My eyes really captured their attention. As a woman with hazel eyes that made me stand out a bit.
So almost 2 months forward and here I am talking with my senior (all girls) casually. I got to know alot of people from that batch. I hardly remember any time spending with my friends, Oh dear God! I really let that man grew so much on me.
But even after making friends with senior class girls, I couldn't gather courage to go up to him and say Hi! It was really difficult. I would literally hide when I saw him. I wonder if he ever noticed me!
4 months left to go, what do I do?
Should I just go to him and say Hi?
or Should I just talk to him casually and act as if he knows me already. Will that be weird? He will definitely think I am weird. What do I do. How can I get close to him?
I couldn't think of anything, until I got to know about his cousin whom I knew well. Okay this is it! I guess. Its time to approach the cousin. And I started being friendly with her. She was exceptionally beautiful, she had a boyfriend, so it was really difficult to be around her, as she hardly was alone.
Days passed, I continued to be the weird one who has no idea what am I doing. Hanging with seniors, forgetting my own mates. I had to be done with this drama. But how? What will help me to breakfree?
In my own misery at my home. I suddenly remember my sister back in 2001 when she matriculated she made a slam book and had her friends fill it up. Well that was something I didn't see anybody doing at my school. But it was the only book where you can find all the answers.
So I decided to make a book, But then I just purchased a small one. Made sure it looks beautiful and appealing. I was nervous of my writing and I really had no patience.
Now all I had to do is to make sure he filled my slam book. Will I get him to fill my slam? #3
P.S- ( w.r.t #1 & #2. it will be continued.)
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It was after winter vacation when school resumed. Never, was I so very excited to go to school. Infact I made sure I arrive early, and leave last. I used to wait by the gate, so I could have a chance to see him. I was well surrounded by my few friends who knew nothing. I kept my feelings all to me. He had absolutely no idea that my eyes always followed him around. I kept it real clean.
How do I approach my senior?
Who could lead me?
I asked God if he would do the honour.
And yes, he did. He gave me a path.
Luckily I made a friend, who had a sister in the same class as his. And I approached that sister. I started to be around her, greet her, smile at her, sat next to her, and so as the days passed by, she became good friend of mine. She was really beautiful and so sweet, I was blessed to have met her. And slowly I started to know her friends who also knew me eventually. My eyes really captured their attention. As a woman with hazel eyes that made me stand out a bit.
So almost 2 months forward and here I am talking with my senior (all girls) casually. I got to know alot of people from that batch. I hardly remember any time spending with my friends, Oh dear God! I really let that man grew so much on me.
But even after making friends with senior class girls, I couldn't gather courage to go up to him and say Hi! It was really difficult. I would literally hide when I saw him. I wonder if he ever noticed me!
4 months left to go, what do I do?
Should I just go to him and say Hi?
or Should I just talk to him casually and act as if he knows me already. Will that be weird? He will definitely think I am weird. What do I do. How can I get close to him?
I couldn't think of anything, until I got to know about his cousin whom I knew well. Okay this is it! I guess. Its time to approach the cousin. And I started being friendly with her. She was exceptionally beautiful, she had a boyfriend, so it was really difficult to be around her, as she hardly was alone.
Days passed, I continued to be the weird one who has no idea what am I doing. Hanging with seniors, forgetting my own mates. I had to be done with this drama. But how? What will help me to breakfree?
In my own misery at my home. I suddenly remember my sister back in 2001 when she matriculated she made a slam book and had her friends fill it up. Well that was something I didn't see anybody doing at my school. But it was the only book where you can find all the answers.
So I decided to make a book, But then I just purchased a small one. Made sure it looks beautiful and appealing. I was nervous of my writing and I really had no patience.
Now all I had to do is to make sure he filled my slam book. Will I get him to fill my slam? #3
P.S- ( w.r.t #1 & #2. it will be continued.)
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