To the dear love of my life
Here I pen a letter for you

Holding onto dark sillethouse
Of a cold morning

Bowing infront of Almighty
As my heart shed tears for nth tear

As my mind eats me
With anxiousness

As my limbs lose zeal
With blood running thinner

As darkness creeps in
While waging my sword

I deter demons
While praying silently

I am holding in my pain
With a smile and hope

I hope you are doing okay
While world crash know you arent alone

I hope you ate well
Because to keep on with insults you need energy

I hope you have a shoulder to lean and cry
Because I dont want you to keep this in

I hope you realise this
You are loved

I dont know you
Neither have I met you

Still it's crazy
That I love you like a mad person

I love your smile
I wish god gives you all happinesses in world

You are beat to my heart
Smile to my lips

Hope to dark
Light to my future

I work to inspire
I learned that from you

I am not speaking to you as idol
I am speaking to you as a person

Are you doing well
Have you eaten

Where are you
I hope you are safe

Drop just one hint
That you are okay

I promise
I will not ask more

I know you are human
I take you as one

It's okay to cry
It's okay to make mistakes

Someone once told me so I tell you
You arent what happened to you

That doesnt determine you
You are pure for me

You are Same person who I loved
Because i saw immense goodness inside you

Situation contradicts
I am torn apart in confusion

But one fact shines
I am never gonna stop loving you

I want to tell you
This isn't end of line

Whatever it is
Fix this shit

Come back to me
In one piece

I will embrace you
With open arms and heart

You dont have to hide
You dont have to be perfect

You can be a human
I am pretty cool with it

You have been shady plum tree
I wish you dont stop growing

Not for me
But also for once who seek comfort in you

Writing this much I stop my pen
I wrap everything

Then I hand you over
In the protective hands of our creator

Please lord I know I cant reach him
You send this to him and protect him

As I do so I look toward sky and smile
Haters brace yourself

I made my plea infront of lord of lords
I am shaking off my worries

I am placing my heart in his will
I am handing my love to him

Better days gonna come
Hold on my love

All is not lost
I still love you

I hope you are doing okay
Sending you love and prayers

Whatever it takes
Please fix this shit

Come back to me
In one piece

I know you are strong
I know you can do this

I trust you
I trust you

Placing you
I protective hands of God

Remember
Romi loves you like a mad person
© Real_Ghostie97

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