well I'll get to it because it matters and it's on my mind.

My best friend told me his got everything but money.
Yet his happy. His got good company
yet not good stories because he was once someone great and old stories neve last long. He felt great being at the place he was at before. I mean he had a good job and he had everything good coming to him and I'll be honest his heart has no hate but rather sorrow and worries that he might not have enough time to give back to those who gave him so much in his life. He learned that time goes on even through the loss of loved ones along the way. So he began to forgive quick and shut hate out of his heart. because if anything nothing lasts longer than good character and a clean heart.
I guess without the money you become humble and it's not defeat, it's growth to finally overcome and accept your situation. Forgive yourself for harming your thoughts with shame and cussing with your mouth shut.

So he then asked
"Are you Lonely or Lost ?"

hmmm..
I replied in heartache and experience

"Well I guess,
Lonely or lost you basically being in a place where you feel most comfortable.
and all you trying to figure out is how to change your life.
you cant explain the details.
it's frustrating not being able to be in the place you long to be..
not just for yourself but for those who gave you more than just love or money.
they gave you Time and Attention even if you aren't a "CEO" or a billionaire they gave you time because they valued your presence and stayed.
- it's not romance, It's just love.
nothing special.. They just mean
the God damn world to you.
Period.

He left me with vision to see the best in others for every quality that they might not even see in themselves.

yep it was a conversation we had looking off in to the distance always dreaming for more than just the ordinary.
© A Whisper from