it started when i pulled back the curtain. hot water hitting my skin. stings a lil bit. my mind starts to wander. soon I am in a space where I freeze. my thoughts run the meeting that I didn't want to be invited to. forced to attend. and sit and listen to them complain about what my heart is heavy on. friends, family, work, best friends.... best friend. soon the debate is that the best friend couldn't be bothered. the best friend is talking...