The hardest thing I've have to deal with is trying to forget my past and I have never been to letting it go so I can move on with my life when I had people who have treated me the way they did it will always be the one thing that I could never have a normal relationship with a man and why I end up with men who don't know how to treat me with respect . If could ever cut off all ties with my family then just maybe I could start a new life and I wouldn't have to deal with them anymore that's means never talking to my daughter and the grandbabies It's the only way that I can move on with my life so I don't have to deal with my past and what I need to do is the next time one of my mom's sister send me one of her letters just send it back and write them a letter saying that I will no longer be wanting any of those letters from her and I no longer wish to have anything to do with you guys and the rest of my family but someway my sister Toyanne will make sure that I don't ever forget about my past and what I went through


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