Here i sit alone in public. I'm surrounded by sounds of joy and smiling faces. Their laughter echos through my hollow exterior. I tell myself that everything will work out before i am reminded of how many times i have told myself this before. Their excitement peeks my interest but does nothing for the little curiosity i possess. I am in the moment, or at least i am convincing myself that i am. Maybe i need to be. Maybe I'm just lost in these words. Perhaps i am absent afterall. I let out a sigh. Just a deep breath here and there to...