In the corner of my heart, I have being kept you still today. what a lovely shirt, I weared it in the marriage ceremony of my dearest friend.She told me to join her marriage ceremony. After hearing I run through to the bathroom and I cried alot over there. You know birthroom is the best place to cry for heartbreak. And suddenly run out from birthroom I never change my shirt and I also joining to gift keinyadan(bestowing). She had been living a new life but still I remember her. In these 13years I spend my life without having any lover because she doesn't wants to have. I never have been a close with people because she didn't wanted to close anybody else. I never joined any festival because she didn't want to joined without her. She was liked to read so much. So still I read books. She was also told me that she will be very happiest moment in her life if I said to her when I was getting a job. So I tried alot to getting job and I told her but she didn't seen my sms. I am eagerly waiting her response for 3days nothing saying to others my parents friends. But unluckily she didn't seen my sms. I was very upse. And she also told me that when I shall mature on that time to search her. And Iam mature now. but for searching her is not easy to me. Because I didn't have single money to book flights. I am so worried about that. But tried alot I was taking tuitions to student and got 6000rs. For this money I book flights ticket and I reach her place. I didn't know anything about that place I know only she stay in that state only. while I reached airport I call her hope to give surprise. Unfortunately she didn't picked up call, I was cried alot infront to the airport and after 2months later she had called to me and I told her everything about. So I have been done her liked. But doing these things all. Still I feel very upset today that happens never before.