Sitting in the room with so much clutter with bottles lying everywhere of bear vine and scotch . I stood up and went to the fence where i sat drinking my coffee thinking what i was and what i have become. The jovial and carefree sahil used to be so full of life when his sister and mother were his life.Going to school troubling teachers and playing with friends was what he loved doing the most.
After his sisters marriage everything changed he entered bad company did all types of drugs drank scotch smoked and did everything bad he could possibly do. This was not the type of life he had envisioned his to be. The so called fake friends who made him believe were his true friends actually wanted him to suffer . He desperatly wanted to come out of this mess but was so stuck deep inside this shit that even if he wanted he just could not. He himself have let his friends to dig himself a grave of his own and destroy his own life.
Now after being living like a shit for three years he desperatly wants to come out of this and start a job love someone love his family again be loved by his mom again. He wants to just move on from his fake friends and go find some real friend and go on a new journey that this beautiful life take its to. With this thought he gets up looks at the room without a second glance left his mess behind and walked towards a new chapter of his life.