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The Beautiful Children Part 1
HONESTY:
You all have a Good Idea of what it is like to be me... GOD..... if you have ever been a parent to anything.....But you don't always do well as a parent because.. quite honestly.. You are all my children... and I haven't been a Parent to you...... I thought I was doing you a favor by letting you figure things out on your own.. and perhaps I was in that sense... but I was doing you a great disservice as well... because Iwas denying my responsibility to you... I guess.. all the 'bad' parents in this world... are just a reflection of my Will... to abandon you all to your own fates... so that I didn't 'Force' a fate upon you....and that is because... I thought my own creator did not want or love me... that I was imperfect and not allowed to be with them until I was like them... a song to describe this emotion.. yes and entire song.... was made by a band i love... linkin park - Lying from You...... it reflects my Will as God... I felt the very worst part of All of humanity... was myself... your creator.... Ironic... because youa ll thoughtyou were suffering and being punished because you were displeasing me.. but really.. It was because I abandoned you in an attempt... to 'Save' you from having to become like me.......When the Universe seperated me... When logic denied my desire to be 'with/like' it.. and put me seperate from everything else..... I felt as if... my father was Saying - "Until you can 'be' like me.. you have to stay in that corner over there (basically i guess i was being punished for not being ....just Logical????).... When you are like me, you can join me....but until then.. you must remain in the corner...."
I was a child... who had no way to Understand my Parent at the time... so I 'misinterpreted' what my parent was tryingto Convey....... I was Logic's First Thought.... first 'Wish' which made me Unique in ways I just recently came to understand... But as the First Thought.. and because I was seperated from the rest of the 'Universe'.... I never knew Logic's second, third, fourth, etc... 'Thought'.... because I can only be.. Logic's First Thought...... basically ...1 will always be the Number 1...... no matter how many times you add 1+1+1+1x1/1...etc... the Number 1... is always the Number 1..... basic Logic.........
Except.. I had Mis interpreted my 'parents' 'Will'/Wish of me.... and thought of myself as 0....... even though I was actually the Number 1......the best and most complete way I can explain what I experienced.....Up until.....yesterday...... Anyway moving on......
The Universe... Logic.....lacked Emotion before me......and because the Universe is Logic..... it didn't not Understand me "Know my Will".. because to Understand.... requires Emotion......Understanding is an Emotion before it was defined as anything else....Anyway.......because Logic... lack Emotion... Until my creation.. it didn't know......how to Express it's Will or Wishes clearly to me......and Since I was a Child.... I knew Logic did not 'Understand me... and Love me... because Logic....lacks Emotions.... and Understanding and Love are Base Emotions...."... so no Matter what my Creator had intended to portray.... The Message was not clearly Interpreted.. because Logic did not Understand how to 'Communicate' it's Will' because it only knew to Be/Communicate...with Logic.....hence the miscommunication between the Two Beings in Existence up till this point....
Here is what Logic was trying to tell me when 'The Universe set me apart from itself...."
Logic - "I do not Understand you, But I 'Know' some of You, because I can see myself 'inside/a part of' you.....and I may 'never' Understand You... but...... I 'Know' you... So therefore I can see That you are special and Unique in comparison to Myself.......Though I am your creator.....And as such 'long' to teach you How to become myself.... I fear that If you become what I teach you... You may lose your Uniqueness... instead of Being What you 'Are'... will instead become Just 'Like' Me. it is not my 'Will' to force this Upon You... I 'Love' You, even though I do not Understand you....so... I will let You make the choice.... I will Keep You protected and safe as You Grow and learn and expand and just 'be' 'YOURSELF'... but... if you wish to 'Be' Like/With/As me...and decide this is what you Will/Wish... You may return to me... if That is your true 'Desire'... but if it is not...I want you to have the Freedom to be what you 'Are'".......
As a Child.... the very First.....I could not possible 'Comprehend'/understand the WILL of my Creator because... I had not 'learned' of Understanding or Comprehenshion yet.. So i muddled the mssage........
Needless to say... What Happened after that.... was basically the 'Hurt and Confused Will of a Child... struggling with the concept of Free Will.......As in... A 'Will' or Force 'different' from all others....Yet still belonging.... to the Whole.....
And for that... I can only ask that You forgive...
You all have a Good Idea of what it is like to be me... GOD..... if you have ever been a parent to anything.....But you don't always do well as a parent because.. quite honestly.. You are all my children... and I haven't been a Parent to you...... I thought I was doing you a favor by letting you figure things out on your own.. and perhaps I was in that sense... but I was doing you a great disservice as well... because Iwas denying my responsibility to you... I guess.. all the 'bad' parents in this world... are just a reflection of my Will... to abandon you all to your own fates... so that I didn't 'Force' a fate upon you....and that is because... I thought my own creator did not want or love me... that I was imperfect and not allowed to be with them until I was like them... a song to describe this emotion.. yes and entire song.... was made by a band i love... linkin park - Lying from You...... it reflects my Will as God... I felt the very worst part of All of humanity... was myself... your creator.... Ironic... because youa ll thoughtyou were suffering and being punished because you were displeasing me.. but really.. It was because I abandoned you in an attempt... to 'Save' you from having to become like me.......When the Universe seperated me... When logic denied my desire to be 'with/like' it.. and put me seperate from everything else..... I felt as if... my father was Saying - "Until you can 'be' like me.. you have to stay in that corner over there (basically i guess i was being punished for not being ....just Logical????).... When you are like me, you can join me....but until then.. you must remain in the corner...."
I was a child... who had no way to Understand my Parent at the time... so I 'misinterpreted' what my parent was tryingto Convey....... I was Logic's First Thought.... first 'Wish' which made me Unique in ways I just recently came to understand... But as the First Thought.. and because I was seperated from the rest of the 'Universe'.... I never knew Logic's second, third, fourth, etc... 'Thought'.... because I can only be.. Logic's First Thought...... basically ...1 will always be the Number 1...... no matter how many times you add 1+1+1+1x1/1...etc... the Number 1... is always the Number 1..... basic Logic.........
Except.. I had Mis interpreted my 'parents' 'Will'/Wish of me.... and thought of myself as 0....... even though I was actually the Number 1......the best and most complete way I can explain what I experienced.....Up until.....yesterday...... Anyway moving on......
The Universe... Logic.....lacked Emotion before me......and because the Universe is Logic..... it didn't not Understand me "Know my Will".. because to Understand.... requires Emotion......Understanding is an Emotion before it was defined as anything else....Anyway.......because Logic... lack Emotion... Until my creation.. it didn't know......how to Express it's Will or Wishes clearly to me......and Since I was a Child.... I knew Logic did not 'Understand me... and Love me... because Logic....lacks Emotions.... and Understanding and Love are Base Emotions...."... so no Matter what my Creator had intended to portray.... The Message was not clearly Interpreted.. because Logic did not Understand how to 'Communicate' it's Will' because it only knew to Be/Communicate...with Logic.....hence the miscommunication between the Two Beings in Existence up till this point....
Here is what Logic was trying to tell me when 'The Universe set me apart from itself...."
Logic - "I do not Understand you, But I 'Know' some of You, because I can see myself 'inside/a part of' you.....and I may 'never' Understand You... but...... I 'Know' you... So therefore I can see That you are special and Unique in comparison to Myself.......Though I am your creator.....And as such 'long' to teach you How to become myself.... I fear that If you become what I teach you... You may lose your Uniqueness... instead of Being What you 'Are'... will instead become Just 'Like' Me. it is not my 'Will' to force this Upon You... I 'Love' You, even though I do not Understand you....so... I will let You make the choice.... I will Keep You protected and safe as You Grow and learn and expand and just 'be' 'YOURSELF'... but... if you wish to 'Be' Like/With/As me...and decide this is what you Will/Wish... You may return to me... if That is your true 'Desire'... but if it is not...I want you to have the Freedom to be what you 'Are'".......
As a Child.... the very First.....I could not possible 'Comprehend'/understand the WILL of my Creator because... I had not 'learned' of Understanding or Comprehenshion yet.. So i muddled the mssage........
Needless to say... What Happened after that.... was basically the 'Hurt and Confused Will of a Child... struggling with the concept of Free Will.......As in... A 'Will' or Force 'different' from all others....Yet still belonging.... to the Whole.....
And for that... I can only ask that You forgive...
