I've been thinking, everyone asks themselves this question once in their life. What is my purpose? Well I think that we don't have a purpose, but a reason for living. Well now your thinking, well that makes no sense, but bear with me. Your purpose is to do what your told, playing your part, but your reason for living is much different. Think about it, your put on this earth, for what, to make music, art, build cars, be a poet, be a lawyer, mabey become president, but your reason for living is the good you bring to the world. The positivity, and I know the depressed person is ganna say,"but i dont bring anything positive to the world", well yes you do, every person does, you might think you don't, but there are people or even just one person that enjoys your company, if someone texts you just because they are bored, well I mean you were in their head, there are alot of other people they can talk to, but they chose you. You might not be their favourite or their first pick, but you were one. You can live your whole life alone, but don't isolate yourself. Yeah it's fun being social, but you'll notice that people that are over social, dream to have what you have, and that being alone. It's peaceful, you can get things done without anyone bothering you, to me I think being alone is a plus. Coming back, to what your reason of living is, is your hobby, you have something fun in life you like to do, and no posting it on the internet hoping to get famous isn't something you should do, but you can try it. We let our pasts take over us, keeping us back, to the point that we don't see the bigger picture, or bigger future. Heck I'm only 17 and look what im talking about, dont you think that a bit odd, most teenagers my age go to parties, and prepare their sweet 18 with their friends, well im sitting at about 1:11 in the morning typing things, I hope would help the world realise that, the things that happen to us isn't something that should take over us. Now I'm talking to you, you, the reader, Your life is waiting, a qoute i heard said, you can be the captain of your soul or the master of your fate, but life comes "FROM YOU" not at you, and it takes time. To get your life the way "YOU" want it to go, you have to work to it not for it, you have to get out of your comfort zone, if your an introvert, it means you have to open up and go talk to people, I believe that if you start to hesitate, it means you have to do it, or you'll miss your chance. Remember every choice you make, effects your future and others, so make sure it's a good one. It might be hard to open up, and once you do, nothings ganna feel different, but if you want it to, you have to do things, to feel the change, if you just opened up to your perants, and it still feels the same, start believing in a change, and it will happen, not now, or tomorrow or the next week or even this year, but because the people you opened up to now know whats bothering you, they can help you find that change you wanna make to be happy, but most of the work is ganna be from you. We all have problems, but being most of my friends therapist, 80% of everyones story is the same, but they're spaced apart in such a long way, mabey 2 days or 5, but no longer than a month, depending on age or what they know. So we are not so different, but its they way we do things is what makes us unique. Think about it, there is someone out their, looking for someone, someone like "YOU". So our reason for living, is to live a life we love and enjoy, but enjoyment takes time, I don't know how long, but some can feel like forever and once we reach that enjoyment it feels like it was just 20 minutes and it's past, but thats the thing, don't let it pass, keep the fun going, like I said, life come from you not at you. So make it fun for yourself, and your type of people will come floding in like a tsunami. Sometimes things won't goes as planed, but because it didn't go as planed, is because, your ganna get it right, or experience it in the future where it's ganna be much more worth it. Part 2 coming out tomorrow. Time now 1:30am end
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