I laughed as the doctor read out my condition to my family and I . It's all I really could do, I found it ironic. Why? Well it's because I knew exactly what I'm doing to myself, and I felt good knowing I succeeded.

"Sleep deprivation, malnutrition, dehydration, and even low blood pressure" The doctor read the list out with a voice of disbelief.

I smiled that twisted smile I do every time I get brought back here.

"What have you done!?" My mother yelled in despair

"I freed myself" I said so calmly that you would have never guessed that I just spoke my last words.

"You're so selfish!!"
Would be the last words I would ever hear.

With my last thoughts being..
'Am I the selfish one, if your the one who failed to help your only daughter?'
'I just don't want to be in pain anymore'
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