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her purported friendship
As I picked up my mobile phone from Jacob's video call...I realized it was of no use looking backwards

I gazed at him through the phone while searching for connection spot around my bedroom. I went towards the window to move the shutters , luckily enough the network came back as I let the morning sunshine fill my room.

Jacob and I had a very dull conversation on the video call , maybe he's not in the mood ...I thought effortlessly .I was able to notice someones presence in his room. He kept pacing around like in search of something that was nothing .I asked him about some personal questions of mine just to be sure to know that if someone were there he'd change the topic but if someone weren't there he'd carry the conversation , instead he made it seem like no one was there , in that time I was so confused why he'd lie ... but he was way too sure of himself that he'd covered it all and wasn't meticulous of my inquisitive eyes. Either way he let me down.

He sat on his bed and I saw a shadow on his pillow of a woman who's hair was longer than mine despite of cutting my hair for him because he didn't like it.
I wonderd in silence while he spoke about visiting me later.My heart was thumping continuously inevitably till I saw who was with him.

Knowing that all my investments in our relationship made me sacrifice my personal priorities... for the sake of giving love another chance.I knew his apartment so I left my room and headed to his place, he saw me walking and he's face had a slight change when he noticed I've passed the Cafe that is afar to his apartment ,I was indeed prompt to get there.


He started panicking... when I saw he's panicking he proved me right I was about to take the steps to get to him but his fountain on the balcony wasn't that extensive for me not to see a person departing to the drive way who was half dressed. I turned away relinquishing all my efforts on love. Thats when my sacrifices for something perpetual were contemporary purported. I knew right there I had a future of my very own to attend to.