Over the last three weeks, I have been experiencing deep, dark depression. I am clinically depressed, and I experience a form of depression every day. However, the last three weeks have been horrific. I have gone so far as to think about suicide. I don't believe I would ever follow through with it, it is just a thought, and I am a bit of a coward. But still, the thoughts are there.

I haven't been writing as much as usual and I haven't been doing the little things that usually get me through the day. Like meditation, walking, and reading. I quit my dreams for about a week, but now I am focused on them again. Maybe, that will be the turning point. Just stick with the little things and pursue my dreams. I believe I give up because I am full of self-doubt, but that is a topic for another day. Right now, I will do the things to overcome depression, or at least, deep, dark depression.

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