Don't you feel anything for me ?
No... I am sorry
Why can't she understand me ?
Why can't she realize what I feel for her ?
How many times I have confessed my feelings for her ?
Still she behaves the same.
What about the promises that she made , that she will be always there for me ?
Oh she is a busy person unlike a emotional fool like me.
She does all her responsibilities so well except for the role as a friend.
Yes you have failed as a friend my dear.
I wish I could see you taking an effort for me once .
Am I not worthy of all these love and care ?
Did I do anything wrong to suffer like this ?
All I did was trusting, loving and believing you.
But honestly I feel I was wrong as always.
I am an over thinker , I admit
But this time my intuitions and feelings were true I guess.
How far can my eyes act as being blindfolded ?
Everytime it dealt with reality .
But soon you need to accept the reality , my self.
I know you're gonna be much more broken but realize that you deserve much more respect and value for your emotions and feelings.
Just because someone could not understand you for being real doesn't mean you need to kill yourself.
Remember time is biggest destroyer
As it destroys everything...
One day you will find a deserved one who can love you , understand you and respect you.
And wait for that day
Good things take time.



© tales by ekru