Chapter three :
We start the last year of middle school but something isn't right oh right... Alice won't talk to me anymore fortunately my friends decided to continue to talk to me we are happy I guess, yes we laugh and everything but when I get home I'm not feeling that happiness is something wrong? I don't know what to do, tears falls from my eyes I don't like what I see in the mirror nobody does so what? What should I do I don't know if my decisions are good they don't seem to hurt my skin so for now they're the only thing to give me the strength to believe that I'm still in this world. My thoughts are all confused, I'm starting to panick more and more. I laugh but I feel pain what's happening I don't know anymore what to do friends, friends they seem to care but they are all laughing happily why can't I feel that happiness? Why me? Why can't I say how difficult it is to them, right they don't care. I will laugh, I'll help them if they need something but what's in return? What's going to happen to me I'm still feeling that pain my skin can't take it anymore it's starting to become weak, it's easily hurt and I don't know how to cover it anymore maybe I'll talk to someone, maybe I'll ask for help but we'll see, I'm scared of their reaction what if they say something to my parents what if they decide to not talk to me anymore? I guess that's just to see.
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