I need a huge gallon of coffee with extra sugar and a large dose of sedatives in order to accept the tragic horrible truth itself; including the evidence leading to the truth. God did not go easy on me as I had hoped and on top of that; I did not have a lot of time to mentally process any of the information because none of it was not told me in a calm, gentle, and comforting manner!! He brutally and aggressively delivered it to me all at once. It was fast, raw, and straight to the point. I was slapped very hard across the face out of the blue and was awakened from a deep sleep.... Leaving me without any room to breathe, think, or gather my emotions together!! How on earth am I supposed to get over the fact that I was bamboozled for most of my life and how am I supposed to feel about this??? The whole situation is far too much for a human to digest. It's not everyday when someone finds out that every single person they have met over the course of their life and have spoken to was an imposter and was nothing more than an illusion!! Every teacher I have ever had in grade school, every student who attended every school that I have ever been to, every school principal that I have ever had, every boss at every job that I ever had, every coworker that I ever had, every guy or female that I have ever been friends with, every stranger who has ever messaged me or followed me on social media, every person who did things to me that was sexual, every cashier at every store I went to and some of the other shoppers who were there while I was shopping, and every waiter or waitress that has ever served me at every restaurant that I have ever been to and the majority of the other customers who were dining in at the same time that I was!
None of them were real like I thought they were and I feel bad for not knowing sooner. Why did god wait until the last minute before telling me it was the devil and a swarm of demons that were pretending to be multiple people around me?? They were trespassing on this earth and disguising themselves as human beings, so they could come after me and hurt me in every way possible. The craziest part of it all is that some of the phonies were an ancestor of mine who was once a member of my family during a time period long before now and were sent to hell by the lord after they died but what I think is more crazier is that a big chunk of my relatives that I know of and are alive today are both connecting and joining forces with Satan, evil spirits, and the dead by engaging in the black arts. #pretend #pretender #pretending #shocking #thewolvesinsheepsclothing #facade #fakepeople #fakeness #fake #phoniness
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