God has made my life worst. Everything happens because of him . There is no happiness in my life. I thought after marriage, i will live my life , how i want too. But now , it is much more difficult, how i used to live before. I hate myself, because i can't do anything wrong , with anyone. And in the end, people tell me to adjust everything, without my fault. I don't even feel like talking with anyone.
I go everyday temple, pray , talk to god, but nobody listen. I thought being nice, makes life easier, but...