It's about my 12th standard when i was understood the priority of my dignity that beginned with a detoriation since my childhood days.
Those were never talked to me on normal days,they used to talk during exam times when they need to got some answers from me,I jst smiled away and always get into their fake friends zone for meanwhile that based upon their needy time.
Those were never given any complement on my dress on any good day, but they used to handshake with me for clicking their photos, I simply smiled upon and took pictures.
Those were never wanted to take me with them for any refreshments, but after the completion of enjoyment they made a phone call to me and casually said , Ohh! yaar we r sorry, we were little hurry during that time , again I thought okay! .... let it be
Those were never asked me again for any feasts, after all arrangements they just need to told like ... Hey! Could you came ? Again I thought Oh! Yup I should go bcz they r really meant myself...
Those were made me always like an option not a choice, it's been too late when i realised that , Why ? should I be an option for anyone..... But the thing that still I can't change { My father said once when i was kid, My child! Don't behave the same like they treated u because your parents teaches you to be different } ... Now it's turned about 6 years after my 12th standard.... I used to smile at their things, used to laugh at their jokes, used to listen their words ... but not used to make me as an option...🙂✌️
Thank you guys for making me understandable the priority of my dignity... reliably it helped me to made as a strong person ☺️

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