It all started in 2nd grade my cousin's mom just left my uncle with no words took my cousin out of school and left forever. After my aunt left my uncle dated alot of girls I knew his whole dating cycle he would start dating a girl then after a week they would fight he would leave her then go back to her after a few days then they are engaged next thing you know they broke up so he gets a new chick. He started dating this girl Jessica for 5 months now and she has a son named Julian. My uncle brought Jessica over one day she mentioned her son she was bringing him over the next day I was hoping really hoping I wouldn't like him because he was only 1 year older than me. The next day my uncle arrives she brought her son like she said she would he was cute , nice and i started to like him oh no what do i do. I liked him for like 2 weeks then i started to actually fall got this boy I am lowkey falling in love with someone i just met a few weeks prior to. This one day my uncle wanted Jessica and Julian to spend the night cause she has a bad drinking problem so her mom kicked her out. My grandma didnt want them to stay said that they should get a motel instead which this caused a whole fight and Julian started to cry i felt so bad for him he was there in all the fighting. After the fight I took my phone out which the fight gave me the confidence to text him i didnt have his number so I texted him on social media I said sorry for the fight, assured him it will be ok, that i hope they find a place to stay, that i liked him and some other stuff he said it ment alot and thanked me. We were texting for a while after that i asked him if he liked me back he said he didn't like me i was so disappointed I almost cried but my family was near so I held in the tears he asked if i was ok ofc i said i was fine but it made me feel better kowing he cared. He stopped coming over everyday i was sad but i was ok then Jessica went into rehab for her drinking we kinda drifted apart he stopped texting me and i started to lose feelings for him. So we did not see each other for almost 2 months i started talking to this guy for like 2 weeks but he eventually ghosted me. Then i started to like this other guy but he has a gf so no hope on even talking to him. My bff had a bf for a few weeks he was her ex well I say exes are like books you have read before you already know the ending. Her bf started calling me alot he stopped calling for like a week my friend broke up with her bf again so he called me 15 times he asked me out he is a huge jerk he said we could date behind my bff's back i rejected him multiple times until my friend told him to stop and block me cause i obviously told her bout it he finally stopped calling which is great. Jessica got out of rehab now my uncle and her are engaged they got a house for my uncle, cousin, Jessica and Julian (yes we see my cousin after my ex aunt left she did take him but after my uncle and her divorce we get him every other week). Julian came over a few times since Jessica got out of rehab we still dont talk to each other but its ok he came over the other day and he was so close to me I freaked out and my uncle made fun cause my face was so red. Since Jessica got out of rehab and he has been around him more I am starting to fall for him again but he still don't know that i love him he just thinks i like him and he still dont love me.