“This is something we found interesting" the officer said to the detective. “We found the notepad partially burned in the wreckage. The rest was on this blackberry.”




Dad I'm sure your wondering why your reading this. I'm writing this out and making a recording of these events as they unfold. If you are reading/hearing this, know I'm in a better ... *sigh* place and I'm trusting you to give this to my love, my world , My Amy. I will try my best to record my love for Amy at the end . Give the rest to the police.

“Babe, I'm coming home today so wear something sexy and I'll bring the wine" I spoke through my BlackBerry phone. “Im so excited, I can't wait to see you!" she said. “Im getting ready to board now, I'll see you soon, I love you Aim" “See you soon Nathan" She responded before hanging up. Her name was Amy, but I always called her Aim. She wI'll forever be my everything. We had been dating for Two years, 11 months, and 29 days. Tomorrow will be our Three year Anniversary. Amy doesn't know this, but I just purchased her ring and tonight when I get home I'm going to pop the question. Amy has ocean blue eyes, I could get lost in them for days. She's about 4"8, which is short compared to my 5"11 lol. She has long blonde hair. I worship her body. Her skin is so smooth and it seems like we have the greatest time, no matter what we do. Whether its making love, waking up the neighbors at all hours of the night, or just having some “cold ones" although now she can't drink anymore. Laying in the back yard on a blanket watching the stars until sunrise, which also usually includes making love. I'd go to hell and back for this woman. Last week I was still asleep, she snuggled close to me and whispered “can I ask you something?" I kept my eyes closed but I snuggled closer kissing her arm. “Anything love" “When and if I get pregnant, will you stay with me or run away, I wouldnt blame you if you did?" My eyes shot open. “Babygirl, I wouldn't leave you for anything, and I only would want you to be the mother of my children" I kissed her forehead and she said “hold out your hand ” I did and as she held it she placed what I thought was a thermometer, but when I looked down tears came down her face as I made out it what this device was. It was a pregnancy test. It was positive. “Is this....?" before I could finish, she said “The Dr confirmed it yesterday, but I wanted to show you I was so scared you would leave me” Aim said as tears rolled down her face. I pulled her close to me and kissed her belly. “Are you sure, your OK?" she worried. No... “ I'm more than OK, I want this and you forever" I shook the test “Trying to pee on me?" she laighed “I'm going to be a father..” I'm still in shock. I am excited, because Amy will make a great mother. I'm 28 and she's 26, so we will have some fun years to teach the kids everything. I thought to myself. I work for Air America (Basically I'm training to become a back up pilot) but today I was catching a separate flight home, which is very weird to me because I'm used to being in the cockpit. I have to say, I feel a bit of unease. Probably something I ate. I can't wait until we make to San Francisco. I have to say these Arabs or Russians or whatever they are looking so strange. They just keep staring at the stuaritist. “Its just me being racist lol” I thought. I picked up my news paper, “ Wonder if this President can keep his dick in his pants?" The man next to me said. I laughed. “I hope so" He was Vietnam Veteran who was going to California to sight see with his wife and two daughters. Elder folks seemed to make up over half the seats. I counted 11 men under 60 including myself. Six Arabs, two early 20s couples, a Surgeon who normally flew with me on flights as I did this often. Me and the Vet made up the other two. Most of the people were sleeping, I had even caught myself dosing off. The plane began to shutter, but I was use to the turbulence. It probably was more of an issue with others. That's when I started to run my eyes open from my slumber. When I looked up Muslims were screaming back and forth sounding like “ Rabbadabba towel obobba" The one had this fire like stare. It was pure evil. I hadn't liked these “towel heads" and their “rub a dub dub” talk. I'm not racist, but for the most part I've 9/10 times always had bad times around them. It was like trying to make an order at a “china one" restaurant. “tree fifty?" I guess it was just me, but they always seemed so angry. They didn't believe in respecting women and often “slapped them around" I once had seen it happen in a gas station. Was crazy, I pulled him off and then he started in on me he swung, but I caught it and beat his ass. I got arrested for assault, which was bullshit! So, I have no use for them for the most part. These guys just seemed like bad news to me. I wasn't the only one, as the Vietnam vet leaned over to me, “I don't like them sandnigs, they sneaky like the gooks" he said. I saw a stuartist and flagged her down. “Mam can I get a glass of water?" “sure" she smiled as she started to walk up towards the cockpit. It was then two others stood up in the second rows. The timing was crazy. I thought at first they were dancing. It almost looked complicated until I seen HER. The one Arab had grabbed a pregnant woman and slit her throat from end to end and back. She had tried to scream but all that came out was a gurgling . The sound that could wake the dead. It was then I had seen the other arab in the front row had grabbed one of the body builders he was struggling with him , he clearly had the advantage which was a short straight knife that he jabbed into the bodybuilders jugular . They were the ones making the most of a struggle. The other Bodybuilder had been scared into the fourth row. I went to run towards them , but the Veteran grabbed my shirt. He pointed to our Stewartist whom had been grabbed. “What the fuck do they want?" I thought. “Nobody be hero we have bomb, make big boom!" “Take to plane driver now!" the leader whos eyes I had seen earlier. The bodybuilder was still wrestling with now two of the four Arabs. All we could see was his white shirt change to red. He had ripped the wooden knife back out and got some good “licks" It was after the fourth Arab had stood up , I knew he was done. He managed to break the ones hand and stab him back in the leg. They led him to the front “This what happens to hero” as the fourth began to saw away his head as the others held him down. The luggage rack was too close for comfort. If they decide to blow us up we will burn first. At this moment the other bodybuilder had joined us at the back of the plane. Other lives have been taken , but we have a plan. The Arabs have said this plane is meant for White House, we are not going to let that happen..
If you are reading this, then you know the outcome. Aim, dear I love you with all of my heart. I'll be in heart waiting to see you when you get here. I'm sorry I can't be with you, but don't stop living. Be happy and live your life.


Nathan



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