while we are on this journey through this life our father will always be beside us no matter what we go through. we need to stay in prayer at all times. when I look back over my life and think things over I am so grateful to God that I don't look like what I've been through. it haven't always been easy but it's not supposed to be. if it was we couldn't learn the lessons that God has for us to follow. we have to live and do things according to our father which are in heaven. we can always rely on him to take us through our lives God will never leave us or for sake us. he's right by our side. we serve a living God who passes all understanding. I ask the Lord in the precious name of his beloved son Jesus Christ to let me walk in his will and let his will be done in my life. one thing I know is that we fight against things we can't see but God sees and he shields us from it and allows his Angel's to walk by our sides. we have to sit back and ask God if it hadn't been for him by our sides where would we be. God keeps on blessing me over and over again. I tell God I know I'm not prefect just a work in progress. when God choose a precious soul to send down and placed me in my mother womb he had already planned my life. A special pair shoes he placed on our feet that was made especially for you and me. we take the shoes off God made for us and go buy our own. God know from the time he placed us in the womb and he cared for us until time for us to be born. and I wrote this poem for a special father who gave me life and gave his precious son for me. poem starts now. From the time you brought me in this world you knew I was a beautiful girl. you placed a special pair of shoes on my feet and they were made just for me. something I learned throughout this life that the parts and pieces that God design only meant for us and no one else. God is so amazing you cant put his love in to words. words can't compare to his love. I lost a very special person in my life my cousin name Bobby he would always come by the store where I worked. I loved him very much and my family and I know God always going to do what's best for us even when we think otherwise. us as being people we always want to keep our love ones around even when they are sick and we are selfish only God know the day and the hour he's going to call us home. we have to trust God and know he's the maker and creator of all. he's our doctor's he our lawyers he's our mother and our father he everything for us. I thank God we walk by faith and not by sight. because if we walk by sight we be in a mess. God has been my rock without God we can do nothing but with him we can do all things. God have given me many talents and one of the most important things is doing what's right. when one of my customers told me God said I was curious it was the truth and who knows me better than the one who created me. every morning when he wakes me up I have to tell him thank you for all he's done and still doing in my life. and I thank him from sun up to sun down. My father going to shake me and mold me into the person he wants me to be. he have to redirect my path so I keep my mind on thee.God the creator of the earth you the one supposed to be first thinking about the master plan trying to get to the promise land. father praying both day and night trying not to miss my flight there's two planes going you see. which one will it be. we have two choices to board the planes first they call your name let me tell you it's not a game. I climbed up on the plane and the driver says you know better can't you see here's where your name should be they missed a letter can't you see so you can't take that seat. don't you remember when God said get your house in order that way you wouldn't have to bother. so go back and let them fix it. so you have to get another ticket to board this plane. Lord please help us in Jesus name. so I go back and let them fix it you see now I can take my seat waiting to see where my destination will be. this place on earth is not our home.Trials and tribulations that we know we have to endure hardships through out life and it's up to us to get it right. there's humps and bumps in the road that's one of the things our father foretold. look for the road that straight and narrow and follow it all the way to the end that way you see me again. I know I have a cross to bear. and all the time it wasn't fair. but Jesus he did nothing wrong and didn't deserve it you see thank God for Jesus who died for me. he cleaned me from my sins so I can see my father again. as life goes on I try to remember what God says put your trust in no man other than me. Hell and destruction never full and a mans eyes never satisfied. A man would be tray us from the time you placed us in the womb you knew the battle be coming soon. you tells us the battle not ours to fight Lord help us to get it right cause we walk by faith and not by sight. so many things going on you see we all need to be on our knees.