Once again before we start please excuse my misspellings..

Warning:
Depression..
Maladaptive daydreaming..

After letting your hand rest for awhile, you continue to write..

What you wrote:

'What a high achiever i used to be.. But i know that a perfect life never comes for free..

No body can make me feel the love i Need, I'm stuck in this ridiculous life. I caught every problems like a flu..

That's why i can't live freely..

I know something they don't, every one has a secret that they only keep to themselves..

My family—! Is going to kill me, over my grades! It values more than my own life..!

All i want to live a life my way..

I wish my imaginary characters were here..

Everybody is sad, if you compile every problem at once..'


You flipped it into a another page and continue writing as the class goes on.. You don't know if you're in the second lesson or not..

What you wrote:

'people say I'm really selfish, but the truth is I'm just really lost in life..
Where there is no successful path for me to go..

But someone accepts me, understands me and takes time for me..
And that someone only exist in my fantasies..

They are not in my reality..

I wish i can escape this reality, even for only a minute..
I miss my imaginary friends and family.. Funny right? I missed someone who i never really met..

All i wish i can live on their reality, a reality i created..
Why can't i personally mert them for the slightest second?

Life is unfair.. Even meeting the people that you treat as family, you can't do!
Maybe my reality is the only real reality..

And I'm slowly being insane and severely delusional at things..
I got so attached at my imagination, that i believed that reality is real in just a different dimension!

I'm loosing my mind..

I don't wanna grow up, knowing I'm gonna loose them or leave that life behind..

They mean too much for me that i don't care if they're ruining my life!

Cause without them.. I'm going to feel alone and afraid.
Waking up, knowing that no one really understands me...

I'll feel like i'm going through this alone! What a unstable and imperfect life I have..

Why can't i be like those normal kids?!
I'm too young to cry and suffer this much..

I wish that someone in my reality will love me as much as my imaginary friends love me..

Cause it's like a torture for me having those moments where i realized that no one in my reality really loves me like the people in my imagination loves me.

Not even my parents! And i hate it!'

I rapidly wrote every letter.

You noticed that your hand is sore again.. What a shame..
You wished you could write another one but you already wrote 4 to 5 pages..

So you decided to take a break since the class is almost over..