After losing you I understood that you where meant to be my better half...I was suppose to learn and build with you and let you control parts of me that only you could...but me being a boy weak and scared couldn't fathom the relationship of complete opposite...but you embody the toxic traits that I use to hide who I was really was...I'm trying to get the best out of life by myself but it's tough lonely etc..long emotional story made short what will I do if you choose to move on ... first thing breath ...I would most likely end up being cynical because living out that life dream would be pointless... meaningless without the most important piece...I see myself crashing out, becoming cold and numb...both toxic and selfish because I wouldn't want to lose but I wouldn't give af if I lose...I'm focused on this bc you're detrimental to me and my future and dealing with old trauma I would probably become your enemy bc that would be easier to deal with than dealing with you not coming back...I would most likely die from o.d because drugs are the only thing that makes the pain go away or from crashing out because other than that being with you is the only time feel alive ...yeah its more to all this but I can't find the words rn ... this is not meant to apply pressure but to bring you closer to my world..
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