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Jazz
An ugly feeling in my stomach. A heavy lump. Using up space. Making me feel sick. I don't remember the last time that I felt it.
Jealousy. Such an ugly word. Mixed with frustration and a pinch of sadness. Why are you bothering me?
He has a date. A girl from his university. A Jazz concert. He knows how much I love Jazz.
I just wanted to meet. Celebrate the two year Anniversary quietly without even telling him. We met two years ago on the 18th of October 2018. The most beautiful night.
Deal with it. Like you always do. There is a reason he is your Muse. It is always a rollercoaster ride. Always will be. This love is taking it's toll on me.
I don't want to say goodbye though..
© FirstChild
Jealousy. Such an ugly word. Mixed with frustration and a pinch of sadness. Why are you bothering me?
He has a date. A girl from his university. A Jazz concert. He knows how much I love Jazz.
I just wanted to meet. Celebrate the two year Anniversary quietly without even telling him. We met two years ago on the 18th of October 2018. The most beautiful night.
Deal with it. Like you always do. There is a reason he is your Muse. It is always a rollercoaster ride. Always will be. This love is taking it's toll on me.
I don't want to say goodbye though..
© FirstChild
